How is it that people- people, we didn’t even know existed
can come into our life and change everything?
Life can be such a crazy confusing mess sometimes.
Then out of nowhere you meet someone, move somewhere, do
something and your paths cross with people who you just KNOW are supposed to
play a part in your life.
Suddenly, that giant mess of crazy makes perfect sense.
Trials and the happy moment that we go through.
Each person in our past that hurt us, each lesson we learn, wall we built, love that we lost.
There comes a moment of clarity were you realize all of it
was worth it. Because it brought you right here. Right to the place, people,
and opportunities that you are supposed to have in your life.
Exactly were you are meant to be.
I don’t want to sound naïve and say that our lives are
controlled by “destiny”- but I will be the first to vouch that in my own
experience; there are people that I know I was supposed to meet.
That crazy ass connection when you just “get” someone. You
might barely even know them, but you feel like you do.
I can’t believe how
lucky I have gotten these last few months. Everything fell into place exactly
how it was supposed to.
There is one person in particular- who I know is supposed to
be there.
I was so scared and guarded to let them in.
I challenged it. I questioned the motives. I protected
myself.
Only to have them prove me wrong.
Time and time again.
I kept expecting the same pattern to happen.
It hasn’t.
For some reason I know it wont…
I know this person cares about me- and did from the moment
we met.
I know that they wont hurt me intentionally.
I know that they will protect me and do everything to make
sure that I am happy.
I know that there is something really special between us.
As scary as it is… I haven’t ever felt more “right” about
something before.
As hard for me as it is to admit- maybe there is someone out
there who wont hurt you. Ever.
Someone who cares about you for the person that you are- and
wants nothing but the best for you,
Someone who wants to become better for YOU.
Someone who will show you unconditional kindness, compassion
and will be patient with you, willing wait for you to realize what they already know….
And not push you to do something you are not ready for.
Someone who brings you a special little gift each time they
see you- Just because it makes them excited when they see you happy.
I also know that when you find that someone, unless life has
another plan for you… You better hold on to them.
People like this…. They are hard to find.
Like a needle in a haystack.
